Chapter 6 - The Handrail

had not thought about the fall in months.
That was the mercy of survival. Sometimes the mind files pain away under accident because accident is easier to live with than intention.
It had been January.
Black ice on the porch, Brendan had said.
Bad shoes, Diane had said.
Pregnancy makes women clumsy, Jessica had joked later, before she knew enough to hate herself for it.
But I remembered the handrail.
I remembered reaching for it as my foot slipped, remembered the metal giving way beneath my grip, remembered the sky flipping white above me. I remembered Brendan standing at the top of the steps, phone in hand, staring down for one stunned second too long.
At the time, I told myself shock did strange things to people.
Now, sitting in the ambulance with the siren low and my daughter’s heartbeat monitored by a machine, I finally let myself ask the question I had avoided.
Had he been surprised that I fell?
Or surprised that I got back up?
Arthur sat beside me in the hospital exam room thirty minutes later. His tie was loosened, sleeves rolled, phone buzzing every few seconds. Through the glass wall, two security officers stood outside my door. I had always thought protection looked dramatic from a distance.
Up close, it looked exhausting.
“Talk to me,” I said.
Arthur looked up from his phone. “The baby’s stable. Your blood pressure is coming down. The doctor wants observation for several hours.”
“Not that.”
He exhaled. “Cassidy—”
“Arthur.”
He closed his eyes briefly. “The maintenance report came from a contractor assigned to the Aspen Ridge property two days after your fall. It notes that the south exterior handrail had been manually loosened at the base bracket. Tool marks were present.”
“Why didn’t I see that report?”
“It was routed through residential operations.”
“Who oversaw residential operations?”
He did not answer.
He didn’t need to.
Brendan.
My ex-husband.
The father of my child.
The man who had held my hand at the clinic and cried when he heard the heartbeat for the first time.
The man who had told me I was dramatic when I said the stairs felt wrong.
A nurse entered, checked the fetal monitor, smiled kindly, and left. The kindness almost undid me. There are nights when cruelty cannot make you cry, but tenderness can.
Arthur waited until we were alone again.
“I don’t know that Brendan saw the maintenance report,” he said.
“You’re protecting me from the conclusion.”
“I’m protecting the evidence from assumption.”
I looked at him. “And as my lawyer?”
“As your lawyer, I’m telling you we need documents, access logs, contractor interviews, and police review.”
“As my father’s friend?”
His face softened.
“As your father’s friend,” he said, “I want to put Brendan Morrison through a wall.”
I laughed once. It hurt.
Then I cried.
Not loudly.
Not dramatically.
Just enough that Arthur turned away to give me privacy while pretending to read a message.
That was why I loved him.
He never made grief perform.
My phone rang.
Unknown number.
Arthur reached for it, but I looked at the screen and felt a strange certainty.
“Put it on speaker,” I said.
He frowned. “Cassidy—”
“Do it.”
He answered.
For three seconds, there was only breathing.
Then Brendan’s voice.
“Cassidy.”
Arthur’s expression hardened. “How did you get this number?”
“I’ve had her number for six years,” Brendan said.
“No,” I said. “You had the number I allowed you to have. This one is private.”
Silence.
Then, softer, “My mother had it.”
Arthur immediately began typing.
Of course she did.
Diane had always had keys to rooms she was not supposed to enter.
“What do you want?” I asked.
“I need to see you.”
“No.”
“Please. There are things you don’t understand.”
I almost smiled. “That has been tonight’s theme.”
His breath shook. “I didn’t cut the handrail.”
The room went cold.
Arthur froze.
I looked at the phone.
Brendan knew.
No one had told him.
Not me.
Not Arthur.
Not Richard.
Which meant someone inside the investigation had warned him.
Or Diane had.
Arthur leaned close to the phone. “How do you know about the handrail?”
Brendan went silent.
“Brendan,” I said.
His voice dropped. “Because my mother just called me.”
Arthur mouthed one word.
Recording.
I nodded.
Brendan continued, faster now. “She told me not to panic. She said the report meant nothing. She said you would try to use it to make me look dangerous.”
“Did she say who cut it?”
“No.”
“Did you ask?”
Another silence.
There it was again.
The hole where courage should have been.
“You didn’t ask,” I said.
“I was trying to understand what was happening.”
“No, Brendan. You were trying to understand whether you were exposed.”
He inhaled sharply.
Arthur’s phone buzzed. He glanced at it and turned the screen toward me.
Text from Richard:
DIANE LEFT PROPERTY WITH PRIVATE DRIVER. POLICE NOTIFIED. SECURITY FOLLOWING.
My blood pressure monitor beeped faster.
Arthur stepped closer. “Breathe.”
I did.
For my daughter.
Brendan said, “Cassidy, listen to me. My mother is dangerous.”
I laughed.
The sound was bitter enough that even I barely recognized it.
“Thank you for the update.”
“I’m serious.”
“So am I.”
“She has files. Not just on you. On board members. Judges. donors. People who owe her favors.”
Arthur’s gaze sharpened.
Brendan continued. “She kept a blue ledger in her study. I saw it once when I was sixteen. Names, dates, payments. I thought it was society gossip. Later I realized it was leverage.”
“Where is it?” Arthur asked.
Brendan hesitated.
“Where?” I repeated.
“At the old lake house,” he said. “Not Aspen Ridge. The original Morrison property near Lake Geneva. There’s a wine cellar behind the west wall. She thinks no one knows.”
Arthur immediately sent a message.
I closed my eyes.
Lake Geneva.
My father had mentioned it once. Diane’s “little kingdom,” he called it. The place where old money went to rot politely.
“Why are you telling me this?” I asked.
Brendan’s voice broke. “Because I don’t want her near my child.”
I opened my eyes.
“Your child?”
“Our child.”
The correction came quickly.
Too quickly.
“You should have thought about that before you laughed,” I said.
“I know.”
“No. You don’t. You know you got caught. That is not the same as knowing what you did.”
He began to cry then. Quietly. I could hear it in his breathing.
A year ago, I would have reached for him.
Tonight, I watched the monitor trace my daughter’s heartbeat and let him cry alone.
Arthur’s second phone rang. He answered, listened, and went very still.
“What?” I asked.
He covered the receiver. “Security lost Diane’s car.”
Brendan cursed softly.
My stomach tightened. “How?”
Arthur listened again, then said, “There was a decoy vehicle.”
Brendan’s voice came through the speaker, urgent now. “Cassidy, you need to get out of that hospital.”
Arthur looked at the phone. “Why?”
“Because the lake house isn’t where she’s going.”
My blood went cold.
“Where is she going?” I asked.
May you like
Brendan’s answer came like a match dropped into gasoline.
“To your father’s grave.”